Showing posts with label sleep. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sleep. Show all posts

Saturday, August 20, 2011

night sleeplessness

Before I got married I never realized how often I have trouble sleeping. When you're in bed alone and you can't sleep, you can get up, do something else for a while until you start yawning and try again. But when your husband is snuggled up next to you fast asleep himself, you can't get up without waking him up. I find myself reading by flashlight, hoping for sleep but often staying up for hours listening to my husband's snoring before I am able drift off to sleep myself. Then of course when I have to get up I'm much too tired and would rather stay in bed.

I wish I could get on a better sleep schedule since on the days that I do get up early (read: 8 o'clock) I feel so much better about the day and get so many more things done. It's nice to be doing things and wanting to run errands at a time when stores are actually open instead of praying they stay open until 9 pm. However, my late nights lead to mornings that come much too quickly which result in uncontrollable evening naps which makes an early bedtime an impossibility.

This semester (read: starting Monday) I have a Monday morning class that starts at 9:30. Should be no problem, right? I've been going to work all summer to a job that starts at 9:30. A job at the library, where my classes will be, too. However, when you have a job where you can set your own hours no matter how hard you try to be there on time if you regularly stroll in at a quarter til it's no big deal: class is a different story.

I've always avoided taking morning classes since I'm not a morning person. Sure all through my undergrad I worked a morning vending route from 7-11am, but filling vending machines when you've just woken up is far different than learning about the concept of information systems and the web that wasn't. We'll see how it goes.

In other news, one of the professors in my department invited us to a church bbq today. Braeden was a little dubious about going since it was in one of the other wards and this professor was the only contact we had there, but we went and it was great! She showed up not long after we arrived, there was good food to eat and we had a really good time talking with her: it wasn't awkward at all. I made two dozen cornbread muffins to bring that got all eaten but two, so I was feeling pretty good about that. And, since we had a whole talk at our orientation about our online presence and how you can't control who reads the things you put online (unless you make them private, which this blog is not) it's entirely possible that this professor could be reading my blog right now, in which case I would like to say, "Hi professor! Thanks for inviting us to the bbq today! We really enjoyed ourselves."

Friday, May 6, 2011

8 days...

The wedding is only 8 days away. I am excited. Excited more to finally be done (locally anyway) with all the planning and scheduling and stressing that comes with getting married. As for the part about being married itself? I've been ready for that since January.

And yet, despite this impending excitement, or perhaps because of it, I find myself feeling this way most mornings:

I hope this feeling goes away after next week...

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

who needs sleep?

This morning I woke up at 5:30 am. The night before I couldn't get to sleep until 4 am. Really, body? So, after laying in bed until 6 I did what anyone would do: I went grocery shopping. Did you know that 6 am is when they restock the shelves at the 24 hour HyVee? They do on Wednesdays, anyway. I bought some unexciting things and came home and did some homework and some internetting, then fell asleep on the couch around 9 and slept until 1:30. Luckily I woke up with enough time to walk to my 3:00 class, that's all I have to say.

Long story short? Between shopping and sleeping I read my friend Sarah's blog and it made me laugh so hard I wasn't even mad about my strange new sleep schedule. She completes me.

PS My cousin-in-law bought some of these diapers for her little boy. I'm not sure how I feel about the faux-jean look, but the commercial is hilarious!

Thursday, February 11, 2010

echoes in my brain

Today I woke up with this song in my brain. I have no idea how it happened. I can't even remember the last time I heard said song. Also I think it is dumb. And yet it seems that my brain disagrees. Or at least my unconscious brain does.

Dreaming is strange, isn't it? There are all sorts of theories as to why we dream and hundreds of books and websites claiming to be able to analyze our dreams. My friend Harold dreams all kinds of crazy dreams and for a time she would look up meanings about her dreams online. They pretty much never made sense. But sometimes they are funny. Like once she had a dream that had scissors in it and the interweb told her: 

Scissors
To dream that you are using scissors, denotes decisiveness and control in your waking life. Alternatively, it may suggests that you need to get rid of something in your life. It also represents your ability to cut things or people out of your life. Perhaps you are being snippy about some situation.


Note the clever play on scissors and the word snippy. You gotta love it!

Ok, so now let's analyze my dream, or rather, the simple fact that I was dreaming about that song I mentioned earlier. Some key words might be song, phone, kiss. And the analysts say....

Telephone
To see or hear a telephone in your dream, signifies a message from your unconscious or some sort of telepathic communication. You may be forced to confront issues which you have tried to avoid. Alternatively, the telephone represents your communication and relationship with others.


Wait. So a telephone signifies communication? That is so wacky and crazy! I would have never guessed that on my own. But wait, there's more:

Cell Phone
To see or use a cell phone in your dream, indicates that you are being receptive to new information. It also represents your mobility.


A cell phone represents mobility?! Where are they getting this stuff? Classic.

Kiss
To dream of a kiss, denotes love, affection, tranquility, harmony, and contentment. To see others kissing in your dream, suggests that you are too involved in their personal lives and relationship.You need to give them some space. If the dream ends just about you are about to kiss someone, indicates that you are unsure of how he or she really feels about you. You are looking for some sort of relationship with this person but you are not sure about how to go about achieving it. If you are heterosexual and you dream that you are kissing someone of the same sex, then it represents self-acceptance. You are acknowledging the feminine or masculine side. 

To dream that you are kissing someone's hand, signifies respect.
 
To dream that you are kissing someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend, indicates your wish to be a relationship and to experience the energy of love. You may be sexually acting out. You may also need to awaken your passion. Alternatively, it indicates a lack of integrity on your part. If you are kissing a close friend, then it represents your respect and adoration for your friend. It may or may not signify a romantic interest for him or her.
   
To dream of kissing an enemy, signifies betrayal, hostility, or reconciliation with an angry friend. Consider also the saying "this kiss of death". If you are kissed by a stranger, then your dream is one of self-discovery. You need to get more acquainted with some aspect of yourself.

They don't say anything about kissing a phone or through a phone... I think this site is a little behind the times.

Songs
To hear or write songs in your dream, indicates that you are looking at things from a spiritual viewpoint. Your future path is a happy one with good health and much wealth. Consider the words to the song that you are dreaming about for additional messages.


I'm not sure that I would associate Soulja Boy with spirituality, but I like the idea of good health and much wealth. Interesting that it says to point to the words of the song for additional messages, though. Let's see...

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Baby I know that you like me, you my future wifey
Soulja Boy Tell 'Em, yeah
You can be my Bonnie, I can be your Clyde
You could be my wife, text me, call me

I need you in my life, yeah all day everyday I need ya
And every time I see ya my feelings get deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya, I really wanna kiss you but I can't
Six, seven, eight, triple nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Baby I been thinking lately so much about you
Everything about you, I like it, I love it
Kissing you in public, thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen, talking on the phone

Baby you so sexy, your voice is so lovely
I love your complexion, I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss you but I can't
Six, seven, eight, triple nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

She call my phone like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
We on the phone like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da

We taking pics like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
She dial my number like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
Six, seven, eight, triple, nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Well despite the lyrical variety, there does seem to be a theme: I miss you. Huh. So, taking everything into account, my dream seems to be telling me that I am missing someone that I love. Oh, probably my boyfriend who lives in Michigan. Wow. Pretty deep: my dream self thinks exactly the same things as my awake self. If only my dream self could be a little more sophisticated...

Thursday, May 14, 2009

who needs sleep? no, you're never gonna get it...

I have recently given up on getting a reasonable amount of sleep every night and have accepted the fact that I will be falling asleep in at least one of my classes every day for a period of 5-10 minutes. This amount of time may increase in my literature and film class where my professor insists on turning off all the lights when we watch movies, creating the perfect Pavlovian environment for me to fall asleep in. I have no hope of ever seeing the entire film of Turn of the Screw, Because of Winn-Dixie, Shane, or Pinoccio. At least, not in class.